Necromancer's Answer

This is a comment on my last blog Chanta's Bitch, below is my response.

necromancer said...

You are a real thug when it comes to getting fucked. On the real though how many orgasms cum with that DOM stuff, how good is it?
Im not knocking it, just never been into being dominated.Sounds like a fun video to watch, cant you post some porn here, blogger allows it?

March 27, 2008 6:06 PM

I don't count orgasms, I just enjoy the experience. I'm a girl, sex is all psychological. The best part about my job is I get to try out all sorts of crazy new things that I probably wouldn't get to try on my own. I find the exploration of my sexuality the most arousing/awesome part of performing. And the sex with hot people and crazy toy is cool too.

I wouldn't post a video here because a) I don't think Blogger would allow it and b) I think it is important to pay for adult content, just like it is important to pay for music and movies. Support the cause. I'm not getting rich off of porn, neither are most of the people I work with. I do it because I love it. It would suck if this amazing community was unable to continue on because of free porn.

A lot of people work in porn because they don't fit anywhere else. I'm one of those people. I have always been sexual and on some level people pick up on. I was always mocked as a "slut" even before I had had my first kiss. This country frowns on sexuality, even the unconscious expression of it. I felt like a freak until I found the adult industry. I'm not saying everything is peachy keen, dealing with judgement and alienation is something that is a daily reality for me. Nobody wants their child/sibling/lover/friend to work in porn, even working off camera was caused rifts in my personal relationships. I deal with that shit because coming out of the closet as a strong, sexual woman empowered me, and the adult industry is the only place I have experienced acceptance, love and understanding. We are all freaks in this biz, and we stick together and support each other. And frankly I don't think the rest of the world would want to deal with us deviant weirdos now that we have shrugged of the soul sucking shackles of sexual shame.

Missing Sister

So if you haven't guessed my plans to get to the yoga studio and go skydiving were thwarted by a family emergency and rain. My big sister is hiding out in a third world country after escaping from her very connected host who was holding her hostage and beating her. I don't know what happened, those were the only details she was able to relate in a very brief IM conversation this morning. She escaped with the clothes on her back and no cell phone, cash or any of her writing journals. She is holed up in a hotel hiding out until her flight out next week. I hope she makes it. I don't know what I would do without her, she pretty much raised me as both my parents worked full time.

I went to the Dentist today for the first time in years and got 4 cavities filled. I had to take pics becbecause my mouth was all puffy from the Novocaine and my outfit was sick, it's a nice effect no?

Sugar Lush on Family

I have been strung-out for about 3 weeks. I feel like shit, I'm cranky and leaving the house at strange hours to feed my habit, I hide the signs from my roommate, using in the car, hiding the wrappers in the parking garage trash bin, I have become powerless over sugar. I'm living on a diet heavy with sour Starburst, fruit salad and toaster waffles. So this is step one, admitting I have a problem.

The Plan-First I will combat my addiction with physical fitness.
Second-I will start cooking 3 healthy meals a week.

I am formulating Plan B if I am to weak to overcome my afflictions on my own. Wish me luck, I've got 2 alarms set and a mission for a 7am yoga class.

On a side note, my sisters are way cooler than your's, the little one and I are going skydiving for her 21st Birthday at 1pm. The big one is trying to escape 2 crazed boyfriends in Bolivia. Pray for my parents, they don't deserve this.