stressing and sweating is what I've done since I've been to bed. I have to be up in less than 3 hours to prep my shows for tonight. I don't know why I bother, florida doesn't seem to get my steez.
On the up side, my site is up and working. I'm glad that my hard work is starting to yield results. Anyway, back to the tossing and turning.
xoxo,
Ryan
Showing posts with label Insomnia. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Insomnia. Show all posts
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
soon to be stripper cant sleep
I'm preparing for my first big feature show and it has been so much fun and so much work.
I've picked music for my 'make love not war' set and tomorrow I get to start shopping for my costume! I couldn't practice any dancing today because my shoulders and knees needed a break.
I have to go to class in a few hours, but I am totally in insomnia mode and I can't fall asleep. I thought I'd write a little something before I go and lay down, again....I hate it when I can't sleep. If I was being a good writer right now I wouldn't care, but it is a struggle to even type even this short post. I have found my vibe, buried in my office loveseat, and I am going to try to jerk myself to sleep. Wish me luck! I have to be on a pole at 11 am and no sleep could lead to injuries or poor shopping choices.
I've picked music for my 'make love not war' set and tomorrow I get to start shopping for my costume! I couldn't practice any dancing today because my shoulders and knees needed a break.
I have to go to class in a few hours, but I am totally in insomnia mode and I can't fall asleep. I thought I'd write a little something before I go and lay down, again....I hate it when I can't sleep. If I was being a good writer right now I wouldn't care, but it is a struggle to even type even this short post. I have found my vibe, buried in my office loveseat, and I am going to try to jerk myself to sleep. Wish me luck! I have to be on a pole at 11 am and no sleep could lead to injuries or poor shopping choices.
Monday, December 17, 2007
As usual I can't sleep,tonight I blame scary movies. I saw 'I am Legend' earlier and as much as I hate to admit it I am a total pansy. I have seen 3 scary movies in the last 2 weeks and my brain is full of fucked up shit. That's the problem with growing up without television, it makes you REALLY sensitive to visual media. God damn media making me paranoid, if it wasn't for that shit I prolly wouldn't put machetes and head bands on my Xmas list.
Tuesday we move HQ to a new more top secret location. In true Menendez fashion I have purchased the boxes but haven't started packing. According to the internet I procrastinate because I suffer from ADD. This I suspected considering I am to ADD to look up ADD. I have been meaning to search the symptoms for years and the magic internet always distracts me. Today after my roommate put away all the shiny objects I mangaed to take some online quizes and as suspected I am ninja level ADD. On one quiz required you to answer "very frequently" 20 of the questions before you got flagged for ADD..yeah...ummm..I managed to give that answer 65 times. Looks like my doctor will be hooking me up, if I remember why I made the appointment.
Tuesday we move HQ to a new more top secret location. In true Menendez fashion I have purchased the boxes but haven't started packing. According to the internet I procrastinate because I suffer from ADD. This I suspected considering I am to ADD to look up ADD. I have been meaning to search the symptoms for years and the magic internet always distracts me. Today after my roommate put away all the shiny objects I mangaed to take some online quizes and as suspected I am ninja level ADD. On one quiz required you to answer "very frequently" 20 of the questions before you got flagged for ADD..yeah...ummm..I managed to give that answer 65 times. Looks like my doctor will be hooking me up, if I remember why I made the appointment.
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