El Paso was awesome, such a great learning experience and I met so many great people. Didn't really make that much money though. I guess I did OK as a feature dancer because I am now booked at Tootsies in Florida for the 9th-14th of June. Which is awesome because it is one of the best clubs in the US, lame because now I have to put together 9 new costumes and music as well as polish up the three numbers I have. I have no idea how I am going to afford it all......I hate this economy. I feel like I hemorage cash and have nothing to show for it. Something has to change and soon. I'm trying to make as many parts of my costumes as I can but rhinestones are expensive and it is so time consuming to hand sew and glue every bit of sparkle myself.
I'm exhausted, stressed and I just want to have the time to go visit my mom and clear up my court shit so I can get my license back.
Hard work pays off, at least I fucking hope it does. Sorry to sound so down, I am but I am trying to stay optimistic. At least I have lots of opportunities to do cool stuff.
The pic is a sketch done of me by James Jean, I feel honored to be portrayed by such a great artist.
