El Paso was awesome, such a great learning experience and I met so many great people. Didn't really make that much money though. I guess I did OK as a feature dancer because I am now booked at Tootsies in Florida for the 9th-14th of June. Which is awesome because it is one of the best clubs in the US, lame because now I have to put together 9 new costumes and music as well as polish up the three numbers I have. I have no idea how I am going to afford it all......I hate this economy. I feel like I hemorage cash and have nothing to show for it. Something has to change and soon. I'm trying to make as many parts of my costumes as I can but rhinestones are expensive and it is so time consuming to hand sew and glue every bit of sparkle myself.
I'm exhausted, stressed and I just want to have the time to go visit my mom and clear up my court shit so I can get my license back.
Hard work pays off, at least I fucking hope it does. Sorry to sound so down, I am but I am trying to stay optimistic. At least I have lots of opportunities to do cool stuff.
The pic is a sketch done of me by James Jean, I feel honored to be portrayed by such a great artist.
4 comments:
I joined your website today, hope that helps your money some. Can't wait for some live camz shows soon and more content on the site. The pics and videos there are great so far. If ya need any help, let me know.
Too bad you are not going to a club in Orlando. Hope all goes well.
Hello Ryan,
I am a huge fan of yours and I have done some full color artworks
of girl-girl bondage of you. It is very tasteful and erotic. I
have a huuuge bi-girl crush on you. Thank you for all your work, it is greatly appreciated by your fans.
Yours,
Reba.
It sounds like you've got a lot of good stuff going on. Even though it's a pain in the ass now, it will help in the long run. Keep up the good work and good luck with Florida. Too bad I'm nowhere near that state.
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