Necromancer's Answer

This is a comment on my last blog Chanta's Bitch, below is my response.

necromancer said...

You are a real thug when it comes to getting fucked. On the real though how many orgasms cum with that DOM stuff, how good is it?
Im not knocking it, just never been into being dominated.Sounds like a fun video to watch, cant you post some porn here, blogger allows it?

March 27, 2008 6:06 PM

I don't count orgasms, I just enjoy the experience. I'm a girl, sex is all psychological. The best part about my job is I get to try out all sorts of crazy new things that I probably wouldn't get to try on my own. I find the exploration of my sexuality the most arousing/awesome part of performing. And the sex with hot people and crazy toy is cool too.

I wouldn't post a video here because a) I don't think Blogger would allow it and b) I think it is important to pay for adult content, just like it is important to pay for music and movies. Support the cause. I'm not getting rich off of porn, neither are most of the people I work with. I do it because I love it. It would suck if this amazing community was unable to continue on because of free porn.

A lot of people work in porn because they don't fit anywhere else. I'm one of those people. I have always been sexual and on some level people pick up on. I was always mocked as a "slut" even before I had had my first kiss. This country frowns on sexuality, even the unconscious expression of it. I felt like a freak until I found the adult industry. I'm not saying everything is peachy keen, dealing with judgement and alienation is something that is a daily reality for me. Nobody wants their child/sibling/lover/friend to work in porn, even working off camera was caused rifts in my personal relationships. I deal with that shit because coming out of the closet as a strong, sexual woman empowered me, and the adult industry is the only place I have experienced acceptance, love and understanding. We are all freaks in this biz, and we stick together and support each other. And frankly I don't think the rest of the world would want to deal with us deviant weirdos now that we have shrugged of the soul sucking shackles of sexual shame.

Chanta's Bitch

I spent yesterday afternoon tied up and being violated. It was fucking awesome. The director Chanta put me in the most brutal bondage I have experienced to date. I really like doing rope bondage and I enjoyed the challenging new positions. The bondage was amazing as was the scene, we did spanking, flogging, electro-stim with the Violet Wand and a crazy dildo/plug thing that shot waves of electricity inside my pussy and  of course I was re-tied, bent over and pounded with a strap on. It was a lot of fun. I subbed for Audrey Lee, she was pretty and blond but Chanta had to feed her a lot of the dom talk off camera which made we want to sub for Chanta. The scene was solid and I came a lot so maybe Chanta will want to bring me back and get a piece for herself. 

Ummmm, huh?

Unicorns are Valuable

I am not a writer, I am a model who blogs. I have a story to tell, a story so great I can not do it justice on my own. So may I present Mr. Malachi Ecks, roommate, wordsmith, ninja and the backbone of Grind Incorporated appearing tonight as my ghost writer for a tale I like to call.....


"Unicorns are Valuable"

So there we were out at a bar and we had to test the new girl. Her tenure was still in its infancy and fuck, what were we going to do, jump her in? The roomies sometimes pack blades. Plus the girl has a neck tattoo, she might've been wily, tough, carried her OWN blade, or all of the above. That would leave me to clean up and explain things and I don't really care much for cleaning.

So anyway, we're at the bar and there is this guy sitting behind Navy. Navy turns, glances, and says; "Check out down-on-his-luck Donny over there."

I looked back and saw this almost hollow man. He was made of tin with an echoing chest. Heavy hands holding up his drooped head by its chin, his brown curls were a wacky forest beaten by bullshit, sunshine, booze, and solitude

Malachi said, "Nico, you HAVE to go talk to that guy."

"What? No way." she promptly replied.

Then before he could even ask again the terrible twosome, Malachi and Navy, started in and, Christ, they can get to your core sometimes.

Malachi says, "What? Are you fucking kidding me? Go talk to the fuckin' guy."

Navy jolts in, "Yeah, what's your deal? It's a good look for you."

"I don't want to do it," she responds almost coyly.

She seemed impervious to threats and bullying. It is a rare a person can withstand a badgering from those two. I admired her spunk, but desired some amusement. So I bribed her. Just like in elementary school, when Parent's would bribe their kids with Nintendo games if they received good grades. Except instead of games, my first offer was, "I'll give you ten dollars."

She shook her head with a smile. From the boys came, "Dude, that's ten bucks you don't have right now."

Nothing.

I upped the ante, and offered her something special, my very own trump card, if you please.

"I'll draw you a picture of a unicorn!" I exclaimed with joy and slight jealousy, because I love unicorns and I want a one-of-a-kind drawing of a unicorn.

I had guessed right, Nico brightened at the offer of a unicorn drawing but quickly questioned my follow-through. The twos were more than welcome to back me up with much reassurance that I would indeed follow through on the unicorn. She still wouldn't budge. I calmed myself from the unicorn afterthoughts, looked her dead-on and said, "Ok. Ten dollars, a drawing of a unicorn, and I'll run you a nice hot bath." She gazed for a second, "With bubbles," I added.

"And I'll jerk off on you!" Malachi said with a laugh.

With chuckles Malachi, Navy and I stood engrossed in our cocktails and cleverness. We didn’t notice that Nico had slipped away until we turned to see her sitting next to Donny.

They chatted it up and the boy smiled as the echo in his chest turned to steady thuds of a heart come to life. We watched as he fell in love, bowing that curly mop closer to her and becoming more animated by the minute.

She came back over with a report, "He's in a band. He was excited that I used to play bass and is he VERY interested in my tambourine skills. He’s name’s not Donny, but you were close, it’s Dan."

We paid her the $10 on the spot, I just completed the unicorn drawing, bubble bath has been procured and Malachi is more than willing to J/O on her. Will she have the balls to ask for some balls? I don’t know, but I do know that unicorns a) kick ass and b) make great bribes.

Never back down, never give in, these colours don't run, stand up tall and when all else fails throw in a bubble bath and some original unicorn iconography.

Shepard Fairey Show

Last week Malachi and Navy dragged me out of to the amazing Shepard Fairey gallery show. Unfortantly all the pieces I could afford were sold by the time I got there but I got to hang out, peep the art and do the social thing. 

For those of you who don't know Shepard Fairey was the creator of the Andre the Giant has Posse sticker campaign among other things. His art is bold, graphic and provocative.

to learn more about Fairey go to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shepard_Fairey

Quality Television

Someone needs a gold star

I have been teaching myself photoshop for the past 4 months. It started with me finding the Heal Tool and snowballed from there. I've been pretty busy getting all my pics ready for the site (launching early April) but today I took some time to make a promo image to celebrate my first magazine spread. I'm so proud of it I had to post it twice. I had never created a background or worked with layers before. My friend DJ Odi gave me some pointers, showed me some shortcuts and all of the sudden it's like I went from a white belt to a yellow belt.

Ryan Keely in the April issue of Gallery Magazine out now!!

Ryan Keely is April 2008's "Girl Next Door" in Gallery Magazine. It's available in finer stores and news stands now.

Post 100

I am declaring myself the FTW World Champion of your crotch. Someone send in a valet with a big ass belt and the camera crew so I can cut a promo.

Feature Dance Wrap Up

I had a total blast for my first feature dance performance. I danced a glam rock set with music from Bowie, Iggy Pop and a little Blondie too. I wore this amazing floor length black furry coat with glitter boots and not much else. It was filthy and fun and I am still finding glitter in the strangest places. It sucks though, Tuesday night was a special event put on by my agency. It turns out I don't have enough credits as a porn star to be booked as a feature dancer. It will be about a year before I will be able to get myself a feature dancing agent and headline strip clubs nation wide. In the meantime you can check me out in the April issue of Gallery, which is on newsstands now. I didn't make the cover but I do have a generous 14 page spread. I think that's pretty good for my first magazine.

Feature Dancing Debut

If you want to come see me take my clothes of live and in person come to Rouge Gentlemen's Club Tuesday night.


More info can be found at this link under the "Entertainment & Events" banner
Rogue Gentleman's Club

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14626 Raymer St, Van Nuys, CA
(818) 786-1822‎

I've been putting a lot of work into my performance. I would love it if some people actually showed up.