aching

I am too young for my body to hurt like it does. My shoulders and arms have this dull thudding thing going on. It could be the workout on Friday or the rock climbing, I'm not sure. My lower back is locked up and pinched, I know that is from lap dancing in 6-inch spikes. My knees, my poor knees. I feel like a grandmother with my knees like this. My feet are just fucked. I'm only 22. It seems not that long ago the only pains in my body were from fucking, half my face would be scraped off from kissing boys with scratchy faces, my knees and neck would hurt from giving deliciously long blowjobs or sucking cunt until my jaw would lock up. And my cunt would be chaffed and raw from one finger more then i thought possible and the band at the base of the condom. I need the pain to be pleasurable again, i need it from stimulating pleasure not simulating pleasure.